So yeah, how are you? How have you been? It's been a long time since my last post. Forgive me.
Whoever are you, or maybe there's nobody there... I just want to share a bit of my story.
Things change a lot huh? It really is. I'm in vetenary school now, what a surprise since in the last 16 years I always want to be an architect. Why change? Because of things that happen to me ofcourse.
I had a really tough time. I can't say that my life is hard. Because on the outside it's not. But there's something that always bother me in my mind. And I always find myself lost. And lost again. But aren't we all lost?
What's life exactly? There's always question legt. I wanna know. For what reason I'm here. What's the meaning of this?
But I'm scared. The answer might not be good. And I'm scared. But aren't we all?
There's a really good movie I liked a lot, the title is It's A Kind Of Funny Story. I kinda find myself in that movie. And I really liked it, and have a nice songs too.
The reason I chose vetenary school and chose to be a vet is because I'm searching. For a meaning in my life. I believe I was born to do sonething, to make something better. I want to save animals because they saved me. They give me a meaning, a purpose. I chose to be a wildvet, because I want to save animals. And I will go as far as put my life on it. Yes, that's how much it's means to me to have meaning, a purpose to continue to live. Aren't we all need a purpose to live?
There's always part of me that hiden. Under the happy go lucky smile of mine.
Love have change a lot in my perspective. The one true love, is it really exist?
I'm changing a lot. And I noticed that. I think for some reason, God have put me trough all those shitty situation so I can become this. The probably better part of me.
I'm still learning, and still changing. To be something better to make a better world. But one thing for sure, my core will never change. The curious little kid who want to know about the meaning of life.
Night, night
Adre
Sunday, November 16, 2014
01:00 am post
Posted by Adre Mazaya at 1:27 AM
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