Am I that weird? Did chose the right path? For most part, I think I'm doing well. But am I?
The Idealist, The Dreamer.
Probably a way to define me. But why is it so hard to hold on? But I can't give up now. Not now, not ever. I have an idea, a dream for a better world.
Life is a mystery.
They works mysteriously.
So give me a sign...
I want to know
Did I make a good choice?
Did I chose the right path?
God, give me a sign...
Merah (2)
Dan aku kembali
Kisah lama terulang lagi
Ruang itu tak pernah hilang
Seperti malam yang selalu menyapa
Merah itu
Masih membekas takkan lupa
Aku pernah berdiri disini
Dan sekarang aku kembali
Tak lagi ada yang sama
Warna sudah berubah
Tapi merah selalu membekas
Ruang gelap itu memanggil
Apa aku ingin kembali?
Aku ingin lupa!
Senja tetap selalu berdarah
Dalam merah pekat membahana
Aku selalu terikat
Aku sudah berjanji
Kenapa pernah ada merah?
Aku ingin lupa
There's a time when you blame everyone when you're failing. You blame your friends, your family, or even the system. You think the world is an unfair place and you already did your best.
You deny all of your failures.
Because
blaming yourself is the worst. Because you scared that you're nothing,
you're untalented, and just some ultimate loser. You afraid of the fact
that you actually failed.
But you know what? you can
blame all you want. You can deny all of those million times. The fact
that you failed, is nobody's fault, it's yours. And all you have to do is
to admit, that maybe, that there's a possibility, that you...
mess it up a little
Adre
Hello, I just finished and sent my assignment to my teacher. and I thought "hey why not write one post?"
and now here I am.
it's already midnight and I'm extremely exhausted. I just got home at 10 pm... thursday always be an exhausting day. well, because I have ballet class at 5 pm until 6:30 pm and music theory class at 8 pm until 9 pm. yeah... my life is kinda bussy.
but this is the exciting one, I'm actually liking it. I like to be bussy, to do something I love to do. to be passionette about something. I want to live up my dreams.
tomorow I have chemistry test. I so lazy to studying. I don't like chemistry very much. just mediocre. but I do like physic. and art. haha.
I curently like (or love) for classical music. I have this playlist in my handphone, that full of classical music. I like boys who can play classical music instrumen. it's cool. even so, my crush can't play any instrumen........ *moment of silent*
well, this post already have to many random thoughts on my head. so goodbye...
Adre
"The very least you can do in your life is figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that hope. Not admire it from a distance, but live right in it, under its roof."
-Barbara Kingsolver
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN BENNETT JOHNSON!!
maybe we aren't looking for happiness.
maybe we're waiting for happiness
maybe we're just looking for something that takes away pain.
maybe we're all addicted to something that takes away pain.
maybe I'm wrong.
because we're all knows, but no one really knows.
-Adre
i thought you different.
i thought you're just like me.
i thought you'll always be.
i thought everything good about you.
but you're not.
bastard.
ADRE
Dream is a contract.
Dream is sacrifice.
but is not about how big is your dream. but how much you learn and how much you let go.
ADRE
